They say it's the best quality. (I agree)
But very few among us possess such quality.
Somehow, I believe if you want to own it, you can try to plant it in your head. And live positively with attitude free!
I have issues now. A terrible concern!
Do I love my job?
I don't hate my job, I like my job but not that I love my job as in I'm married to my job! I still need time for myself which I prefer to finish my job on time and go home when it is time for me to 'home sweet home'. I can tolerate going home maybe few minutes later but lately, it is nothing like that. I had to stay until late! Alone! In the creepy office!
Some exposure is useful for an opportunity to learn and shine (This is what I believed)
Which is why I never say no, which is why I'm the 'YES girl' in the office and I just realize it's pretty much tiring to be a YES girl! People put too much on my head, I can't bear it anymore. And to make it worst..
You have issue with me!
Because the boss stopped you from what you are doing and wants me to take over what you are doing.
Because I pick up better and have the tendency to glow and shine more than you. You think I'm getting in your way to be the number one girl! - you've got a bad.. very very bad attitude!
And what's worst, I thought you are a friend. I thought wrong. If it's up to my idiocy, I would very much want to delete you from my FB, Twitter and Foursquare! But... a friend share me tips to survive in your dirty business of this unwanted office politic (which is not my thing!)
I should fake it, just as much as you are faking it. For all I know that you don't, I don't like you, very much!
And because of all these craps, I felt so de-motivated and I did not go to work for two days already! (which is of course I feel bad).
I'm sure you people can take the heat that I took alone. What worst can it be? Sack me? Good ahead.
Hating your job is not an option. I do not want to hate my job but for these reasons, I don't love my job too. But I like it because it's my thing, how I earn a living. But I'm starting to feel bad about it. I dun want to have attitude.
You might think I'm just a passing phase, and you are here for the long run. You might not like it, when I took over what you did. I don't want it too. Trust me. But in the mean time, let's just play nice.
I can't control what people want to think about me, or what people want to say about me. But I am capable to control the way I feel. That's the only key. I shouldn't feel so down. I shouldn't feel frustrated or angry. I should be cool and chill. But I'm losing my cool now.
I feel everyone is taking advantage. Craps! One more day to weekend.
