When will the good day come?

Hari ni i cuti.. I woke up late. Feels good to wake up late. I wanna enjoy my life when im still single and young. I received a phone call from Ija.. The conversation goes like this:

Ija: Babe, ko kat mana?
Me: Aku kat rumah la. Ko kerja ke?
Ija: Takla. Aku tgh cuci kapal terbang ni. Hahahaha
Me: Manyak la ko.. Nape ni?
Ija: Babe, aku nak ajak ko lunch ni.
Me: Sekarang ke? Kat mana?
Ija: Mana2la. Sekarang la. Ko tu cepat sikit. Ko suka lambat!
Me: Ye la2..
Ija: lagi 10 minit
Me: Ok, Aku tunggu kat bawah nanti.

So I went out with her and I had Nasi Ayam! Boleh la.. tak la sedap sgt. I lagi suka nasi ayam hailam dekat damansara uptown. Masa makan tadi.. kitorg xdela sembang apa sgt. Kitorg cuma plan nak buat apa malam ni. Ija ajak i pergi tgk wayang. The conversation goes like this:

Ija: Babe, jom tgk wyg malam ni!
Me: Citer mende?
Ija: Jom aa.. Kuntilanak 'Kamar Mayat'!
Me: Ah! Gi mampos.. ko gi la tgk sorg2. Aku takkan bazir duit tgk citer macam tu.
Ija: Eleh.. penakut. Ckp je la takut..
Me: Weh.. bukan takut la. Citer macam ni boleh meransang tindak balas yg negatif terhadap emosi...
Ija: (she intercept) ye la. ko dgn scientific bla bla bla ko tu
Me: (i just make my face)
Ija: ok la ok la. jom tgk papadom
Me: Ok! Afdlin punya citer aku boleh blah lagi!

So Ija, drove me home and went back to office. I went upstairs to get my file as i need to settle a few things in regards to my convo. Everytime, i buka pintu rumah, i tgk rumah macam kapal pecah. Because, last night, wani (my housemate) gaduh dgn bf dia. I was not at home last night. Her bf called me and wanted to see me after work. So we met at mamak stall, damansara perdana. I think the stall name was d'maju. But the nasi goreng ayam..sgt la sedap! So Hisyam jumpa i and cakap dia ada masalah dgn wani. I became a good listener but didnt say much cause ni prob diorg. What pissed me off, Hisyam said sorry cos sepahkan rumah. I tanayala Hisyam, 'ko gaduh dgn dia kat rumah ke tadi?' He said dia gaduh dalam kereta. Then wani keluar dari kereta and terus hilang. He didnt know where to search for wani so he went back to my house. He thought wani kunci diri dalam rumah padahal wani takde pun kat rumah. He was not able to open the gril. But managed to kicked the door. So he called out for wani tapi takde org respond. So the stupidest thing was he throw batu bata dalam rumah i! So bata tu pecah and dusty was all over the hall.

I tak tau nak kata apa. I tak tau react apa. I malas sgt dgn keadaan macam ni. So i pejam mata je la. Nanti i ada mood i kemasla. For now, I malas. Cos this is not my mess. Nasib baik bf i bukan macam Hisyam. Back to my story again..So I went out to Damansara again. I pergi betulkan visor kereta i, sebab ada org patahkan. I admit la..memang salah i. Tapi i tak sengaja. Hari tu, I balik kerja malam. Tak ada parking. So I blocked kereta org and terlupa langsung to loose my hand break. Selama i duduk dekat sini, i tak pernah lupa cuma kali ni saja. Sampai hati org tu patahkan visor i. Maybe as a warning kot. I dun feel so sad. Cause benda tu i can repair. I just nak mengadu to my bf. Guess what... my bf' replied to me these.. "tu la. u buat org. org buat la u balik" So i terkejut sgt. Then he laughed. maybe he was joking but I cannot accept it.

Sebab, kalau bf i yg org buat macam tu, I akan show empathy. I akan marah kat org tu walaupun bf i yg salah. But I think i know my bf. He is not sellfish. He must have done that, dengan tak sengaja. So i akan kata yg motivate dia la.. maybe like, 'tak apala syg. Biar org buat. U pun lain kali ingatla. Nasib baik dia tak pecah cermin. Nanti kita repair sama2 ya'. Lepas tu i nangis. Bf i pujuk dgn cakap. 'mana org tu? biar i pukul dia' tapi its too late im already torn. So that evening, he usually spend time driving while talking to me. But I said, "No. I dun feel like talking to u. Maybe we'll talk again when I feel better'. Tak pernah sekali pun i ucap macam ni sepanjang 3 tahun bercinta. Ini la kali pertama.

So next morning he called me and talk nicely to me. Unfortunately, I was still not letting go. So we fought again. And kata putus finally keluar dari mulut I. He said, 'Sorry'. I kata, "I dun need your sorry. Just save it' and dia reply. "Saved!" So I bengang, i kata, "Thats it. Kita putus je. No more us. Im letting u go for good!' Kenapa i jadi macam ni? I dun know. So when i cuti hari ni, I went to do stuff I usually dont do. I pergi beli ikan emas tiga ekor. So nanti i nak letak dalam aquarium i. Lepas tu i pergi repair visor. And finally I pergi kedai cd. I beli cd lagu 3 keping. Soooo..there goes my boring day. Now I have to get home, cause encik isa nak repair washing machine kat rumah tu. Financial problem teruk betul la bulan ni. Dah la kereta accident. When will the good day come oh Lord!

And one more thing, I tak suka mentality org dekat flora damansara. I think they are sick people living in a sick place. And i am planning to get out from here and rent somewhere better.