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Thursday, January 29, 2009

You Vs My Cooking

I think nothing can come in between a girl and cooking. No matter how higly educated u r, u just need to know how to cook! If not for others, maybe for yourself. I used to hate cooking. Because i didn't understand about it at all. Everytime i watched my mum, i tried to learn.. something will always go wrong. I view a cook as a wicked witch! U know when they had tat big bowl with water boiling in it, n they'll stir it round n round.. Then throw some magic dust (pepper, salt etc) and stuff?? I just cudn't get the tricks how to make the taste superb. How much shud i put the salt.. how much is dat? How much is this.. And how long to that.. how long to this..

I'm grateful dat now, i can cook. Not an expert, but boleh lah.. However, i cooked at my own pace. I took my time as i want to make sure everything is done well. But somebody! Somebody outder... Always commented on my cooking sampai geram i di buatnyer! I usually start to prepare lunch around 11am and finish around 3pm! I know its lama.. the latest pun 4.30pm. I know! It sounds ridiculous. That's just me. Take a look at what he had commented on me.

Comment 1

I bet u.. u r still cooking rite? U xleh kerja kat restoran! Hbs semua customer lari! tunggu lama sgt!

Comment 2

U masih xhbis masak lagi? Bila boleh makan? Lambat sgt! Lepas isyak la! Itu pun kena moreh (supper)!

Comment 3

Sweetheart tak hbs msk lagi? Lama i tunggu nie. U ni masak lama sgt! Ada kenduri eh? Ramai org nak datang hari nie?!

Comment 4

xhbs masak lagi? U patut start masak semalam lg, kalau nak makan hari ni! Baru siap on time!


But he is always willing to put up with me. At the end of the day he'll call me "u sexy cook". I am certain dat it not true at all.. but tgk la those comments tu. I tak tau la.. tapi i geram. :-P

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Chill!


Greetings... Wah.. What a day today.. today i wasnt feeling so good cos ive been having sore throat. After some med n loving, im feeling much better. Actually, nothing much i did pun today.
I just woke up, cooked a liltle and watched tv. Tapi yang bestnyer hari ni i learnt to how to tukar tayar pancit.. Lol. maybe korang yang dah expert tu rasa no biggie la this thing but it's a big thing to me yang first time buat.. Masa ambil lesen memang la ada belajar tapi theory jer. For as long as i have been driving ni (6 years) adalah 4 kali tayar pancit. Semuanya i minta tolong mana2 hero yang sudi tolong. But today i buat sendiri. Penat seh.. but okayla. I felt great knowing that i know how to take care myself sendiri nanti.. But now i got few pics la yang i just wanna share kat sini.. Just for fun!



This is..er..(blushing blushing) I tink u know who.. Bond da boy 68! My boyfriend or so how i like to put it. Actually pic ni i ambil early in the morning, i just got up from sleep n he was preparing breakfast for me. Giiiituuu.. So while i was having his breakfast tu, i cracked a joke but i cant remember what it was and so he was laughing. Cute tak? Alahai.. (perasan nyer i..)



This is a pic i took when i went to sg kedondong with all my classmates. Masa tu i tak mandi sekali cos badan terasa macam slight fever. So i just sat there jaga barang member, n tangkap gambar kawan. My mind ni asyik ingat to him je.. so i carved 'that' on the sand. i just wished if he can be next to me every second in every minute, n every minute in every hour, n every hour in every day..




Okay... this is macho bubu. Actually me and my family call him 'kelabu' because he is grey in color. Macho dun u tink so? What to say? I love my cat!



This is also my cat. Tapi dah takde sekarang. I called him puteh. Sebab dia puteh la. I sayang dia sebab dia sgt manja dgn i. I still remember dia sgt suka tidur dkt dgn i. Unlike bubu, tak leh pegang lama nanti dia rimas but puteh ni sgt manja. He likes to sleep dekat i..dekat unexpected place pula tu!




I have hamsters too. At first i bought a pair lah. So i named them Robbie and Montie. Actually ada secrets behind the names of course. As u can see, this is the pic of Robbie's and Montie's babbies.




I rasa Montie gave birth to 6 babbies but only 4 survived. Sad.. I named their babbies as chillis, nandos, tobasco, and nachos!




So diorg pun dah besar.. What a happy family! My bro sayang sgt kat diorg ni..




This pic is rather different. I find it unique to menikmati roti canai on a banana leaf. cos i cuma pernah makan nasi daun pisang je.. belum lagi roti canai daun pisang. But it was nice.. lagi2 if u went there with people yang u adore kan..


For this pic, i pergi langkawi. I was with my cousins masa tu. Dun know how this idea came, to make a print of kaki kami yang tak berapa nak comel ni. Ada 4 org masa tu. I pun tak ingat which beach.. cos i slept during the whole journey.



I tak tau la binatang apa yang buat macam ni. I think it's the umang-umang. I just thot it's nice. Dia bulat2 kan tanah tu and jadi cam gitu plak..





Those pics above was another trip to sg kedondong. This place is actually preety amazing. At first when i heard the name of this place, i tanya..'weh sure best ke korang?' My fren cukup pandai membuat i tergoda dgn memberi jawpan yang sungguh la amat simple.. 'kalo ko hembus nafas, siap kuar asap la weh..' Lol. N this place is actually amazing la! It is just 20 km from genting highland gitu. But not many people know about this place. Scenery nyer pun cantik..



Gambar ni biasa je. I went to hantar kereta cuci the other day.. Masa tu sgt terik. I just nak test cam je. Tapi cahaya tu make it one wonderful sunny day je.. I like it.




This is pula the pic my family's dusun durian. My mum said one day dia nak give up the house that we r living now n dia nak rumah style kampung gitu. She said she want to bela ayam n all. She said she wants to build a home here someday. So bila masa musim durian, we d whole family will come here n do a liltle gotong royong. Notice there is a swing at d tree? My dad made it. My bro selaloo la naik. I tak berani.. cos my bro kata kalau i naik nanti patah!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Missing you..

When i go to sleep, u'll be the last thing on my mind..
When i sleep, u'll be in my dreams..(looooooking handsome as ever)
When i woke up, i tink of u before i see the sunshine..
I hear u before the birds' chipping..

Am i so into u or wat? Sigh..You made me think of u too much..like 8 days a week and 25 hours per day??

Sweetheart, even if we dun stand a chance to b 2gether..
I am soo grateful to have know u from the beginning..
Knowing u is the best thing that has ever happened to me..
I know, i'm gonna get hurt when u mengada2 nak tinggalkan i nanti..
But love is suppose to work tat way..hurt a liltle bit.

I heard some says true love is when u adore someone from afar..
True love is when u accept the fact that u guys can't be together.
True love is when u cry tears and still u whisper to yrself, "I'm happy when u are".

Everything that start will have to end someday. That's just how things work,isn't it?
Kata orang pertemuan akan disusuli perpisahan.
Perpisahan adalah mutlak.
But u know wat??

I will still love u the same.

Monday, January 26, 2009

"U're my best gurl!" (Are u really?)

Life ni seronok kalau kita pandai cari the elements of fun in it. We decide on the kind of life that we want. U want crazy life? Well, dun plan for it. Just go with the flow and do unexpected stuffs. I prefer that kind of life. Tapi sekarang ni, my life macam biasa je. No more crazy stuffs to do. I guess after being a student, it's time to get serious la kot. But soooo boring la weh..

Masa jadi student dulu, nak pergi mana pun boleh je pergi. Pernah la pergi 7E pagi2 buta semata nak minum crisantimum tea tue!! Pastu semata2 nak beli Touch n Go card yang ada gambar Daniel Craig tue! Perjalanan yang jauh tue sehingga 4 bijik 7E yea? U can even spend on unnesscessary stuff sesuka hati je (pastu bila dah takde duit, mula la nak mengamuk je rasa kan?) Life is like heaven. Now pun my life is okay. Bila duk rumah, golek2 je la kerjanya. I just got bullied my by brothers always!

I thought about my friends sometimes. I miss them all. Ada yang macam tak best tu, memang i tak ingat langsung la kat diorg..kenapa nak ingat? Buat sakit hati je.. Kadang i pelik pasal kawan2 nie. U can be so close to him/her that when people look at u pun people will think "Ah! Good friends..to death! But ironynya, sometimes u can be so close to them but they r actually not that close to u pun..haha macam mana nak explain ya apa yang berlegar dalam fikiran i ni..

Friends are suppose to share secrets, happiness, sadness or maybe knowldege? Tak tau la tapi many of my friends are willing to share secrets..even big secrets! Impressive huh? When they r happy, it shows. So i am happy for them. But when they are sad, some would like to keep it to themselve only and i think that shud be respected, shudn't it? But when it comes to knowldege, i rasa not many are willing to share. Menyedihkan..ish ish..

To me, when i have something interesting that i think others will be impressed, i would share it with them. Bukan apa.. i rasa it would be rather meaningful and fun..for example la, I have a fren. Her name is akma. She always exchange notes for exams with me. Kalau pukul 3am or 4am dia dapat note tu, the hack la with the time! She'll just sms me to let me know she got 'barang baik punyer!'. And why is that? Because she cares to share! Simple.

Tapi ada yang rapat dgn i..bila nak share, say widget la on the site kan? Terus2 cakap tak tau. I really feel sad la with this kind of friends. Mcm pretender. Macam la luak sgt kalau dia bagitau ilmu dia kat kita. Lagi satu ek, say dia dah paste widget tu, siap dia hilang kan lagi link website widget tu. Freak out too much la. Entah la.. I am not angry. Mula2 dulu marah la jugak bila perangai diorg macam ni tapi lama2 i think the hack la with it.

Bila diorg minta tolong i, i tolong je la without questions. But 'gurl', i ni ingat je attitude u. I ni pun got some kind of attitude pun. Not just u alone. When it shows, u'll know. Ikhlas kan lah hati in everything that u do. Cos by that, u'll find satisfaction. N u will never be alone.

Does My Name Fit Me?

Few days ago, I met this one amazing girl..Syafera. Not much that I knew about her but we exchanged our link for blogging. Going through her blog, gave me the opportunity to know a litle bit more about her. It's like I'm entering her life, her feelings by diving into her thoughts! I kinda like the things that she wrote in her blog. She called it junk and craps but i don't feel so. I think she is pretty amazing..So, this is one of the things that i came across while reading her blog. Maybe u can try it on your name too! Check diz out..

N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
R: gives good hugs
F: wild and crazy
A: has a smile to die for =)
I: best boyfriend or girlfriend
R: gives good hugs
O: has one of the best personalities ever
S: NICE BUTT (huh?)


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A: has a smile to die for =)
B: is a nerd at times
C: can kick ur butt
D: great friend
E :has beautiful eyes
F: wild and crazy
G: HOT
H: likes someone
I: best boyfriend or girlfriend
J: is really sweet
K: gorgeouss
L : very good kisser
M: can be funny and dumb at times
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: makes people laugh
R: gives good hugs
S: NICE BUTT
T: very opened - minded
U: is loved by everyone
V: not judgmental
W: very romantic
X: never let people tell you what to do
Y: very hot
Z: makes dating fun

It's fun! All credits goes to SYAFERA!


Thursday, January 22, 2009

Extra Time

Greetings. Today i had a conversation with someone special to me. We was talking about extra time. Who could possibly wonder if anyone could ever possibly need an extra time in love?

It made me think that life is so much like a game. We live life like we play games. We have rules to obey to ensure a fair game going. And so do we have rules in life too. Each game have a limited timeframe. The same goes with life as we won't be living forever. If we play a nice game, there will be nothing to regret. When the game is over, no questions will be asked for we have done a nice play even if we r not fated to be the winner.

To me, extra time can do so much. In a game, extra time is only played if the game is required to have a clear winner, where only one team can advance to the next stage. Bur there is always exceptions in love. Love does not require a clear winner. Because love is not about winning. Love is about caring and sharing. There are rules in love but i believe you decide on the romance timeframe.

Someone used to tell me that he loves me forever. He said not just forever but forever and a day..which is a big thing to me. His expression touches my heart, deep within. It's like forever is not enough for our romance period that he wanted another day. When he wanted to leave me, i refused to say anything. I refused to fight for our romance for i always believe that he is not going leave me. I forgot about the timeframe.

As days passed by, loneliness filled me in. I felt nothing but emptiness. How i realized I took him for granted. So I called him and he said it was about time to let go things. This is where n when I asked him for an extra time. He didnt want to give me any.. But I thought love is about caring and sharing! And he didn't even wanna share with me?!

Now that we are back together. And we are still talking about extra time! He just don't wanna give up. If it wasn't me who asked for it, things won't be the same. I can't tell when will our romance period expire. I just hope our romance will last forever and a day just like the one he once told me about..