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Thursday, January 22, 2009

Extra Time

Greetings. Today i had a conversation with someone special to me. We was talking about extra time. Who could possibly wonder if anyone could ever possibly need an extra time in love?

It made me think that life is so much like a game. We live life like we play games. We have rules to obey to ensure a fair game going. And so do we have rules in life too. Each game have a limited timeframe. The same goes with life as we won't be living forever. If we play a nice game, there will be nothing to regret. When the game is over, no questions will be asked for we have done a nice play even if we r not fated to be the winner.

To me, extra time can do so much. In a game, extra time is only played if the game is required to have a clear winner, where only one team can advance to the next stage. Bur there is always exceptions in love. Love does not require a clear winner. Because love is not about winning. Love is about caring and sharing. There are rules in love but i believe you decide on the romance timeframe.

Someone used to tell me that he loves me forever. He said not just forever but forever and a day..which is a big thing to me. His expression touches my heart, deep within. It's like forever is not enough for our romance period that he wanted another day. When he wanted to leave me, i refused to say anything. I refused to fight for our romance for i always believe that he is not going leave me. I forgot about the timeframe.

As days passed by, loneliness filled me in. I felt nothing but emptiness. How i realized I took him for granted. So I called him and he said it was about time to let go things. This is where n when I asked him for an extra time. He didnt want to give me any.. But I thought love is about caring and sharing! And he didn't even wanna share with me?!

Now that we are back together. And we are still talking about extra time! He just don't wanna give up. If it wasn't me who asked for it, things won't be the same. I can't tell when will our romance period expire. I just hope our romance will last forever and a day just like the one he once told me about..

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