Life ni seronok kalau kita pandai cari the elements of fun in it. We decide on the kind of life that we want. U want crazy life? Well, dun plan for it. Just go with the flow and do unexpected stuffs. I prefer that kind of life. Tapi sekarang ni, my life macam biasa je. No more crazy stuffs to do. I guess after being a student, it's time to get serious la kot. But soooo boring la weh..
Masa jadi student dulu, nak pergi mana pun boleh je pergi. Pernah la pergi 7E pagi2 buta semata nak minum crisantimum tea tue!! Pastu semata2 nak beli Touch n Go card yang ada gambar Daniel Craig tue! Perjalanan yang jauh tue sehingga 4 bijik 7E yea? U can even spend on unnesscessary stuff sesuka hati je (pastu bila dah takde duit, mula la nak mengamuk je rasa kan?) Life is like heaven. Now pun my life is okay. Bila duk rumah, golek2 je la kerjanya. I just got bullied my by brothers always!
I thought about my friends sometimes. I miss them all. Ada yang macam tak best tu, memang i tak ingat langsung la kat diorg..kenapa nak ingat? Buat sakit hati je.. Kadang i pelik pasal kawan2 nie. U can be so close to him/her that when people look at u pun people will think "Ah! Good friends..to death! But ironynya, sometimes u can be so close to them but they r actually not that close to u pun..haha macam mana nak explain ya apa yang berlegar dalam fikiran i ni..
Friends are suppose to share secrets, happiness, sadness or maybe knowldege? Tak tau la tapi many of my friends are willing to share secrets..even big secrets! Impressive huh? When they r happy, it shows. So i am happy for them. But when they are sad, some would like to keep it to themselve only and i think that shud be respected, shudn't it? But when it comes to knowldege, i rasa not many are willing to share. Menyedihkan..ish ish..
To me, when i have something interesting that i think others will be impressed, i would share it with them. Bukan apa.. i rasa it would be rather meaningful and fun..for example la, I have a fren. Her name is akma. She always exchange notes for exams with me. Kalau pukul 3am or 4am dia dapat note tu, the hack la with the time! She'll just sms me to let me know she got 'barang baik punyer!'. And why is that? Because she cares to share! Simple.
Tapi ada yang rapat dgn i..bila nak share, say widget la on the site kan? Terus2 cakap tak tau. I really feel sad la with this kind of friends. Mcm pretender. Macam la luak sgt kalau dia bagitau ilmu dia kat kita. Lagi satu ek, say dia dah paste widget tu, siap dia hilang kan lagi link website widget tu. Freak out too much la. Entah la.. I am not angry. Mula2 dulu marah la jugak bila perangai diorg macam ni tapi lama2 i think the hack la with it.
Bila diorg minta tolong i, i tolong je la without questions. But 'gurl', i ni ingat je attitude u. I ni pun got some kind of attitude pun. Not just u alone. When it shows, u'll know. Ikhlas kan lah hati in everything that u do. Cos by that, u'll find satisfaction. N u will never be alone.
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